Friends

Well here I am back!!! Fricken months of recovery and all it takes is some tiny girl at the gym and I'm back!! Fuck what is the point is all i've been asking myself these days. Lax abuse alone is gonna kill me one of these days why not just do the full Monty. Do I want to die.... No not at all. I love life live the beauty and everything but this fucked up world my brain is in. I know what's right and wrong.... Know what I shots and shouldn't do but here I am. I am 145 now. Used to be 120 and oh how I miss those days... I was happy at 120. Why can't I be there now.... Help!

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